A Brief Rush of Good

Today, I was happy. I was lazy and happy and that is all. It's been some time now, but I'm okay with it. I guess it's more rewarding this way. More massages are coming in, I got seriously motivated to write today (it comes in waves) and I'm disconnecting myself from unnecessary people. I still have an incredible talent for wanting what I can't have, but I think that'll be okay. I have a new piece coming for you soon, so I'm excited for THAT! Eyes open, people! I'm feeling good lately and you know what that means!

Acceptance

Slowly, very slowly, I accept more and more how single I actually am. I feel like I should have made more progress in the last year, but some is better than none. I have a knack for screwing things up, I suppose.
When I really think about it, I feel like I'll be in these same situations forever, without a partner. It's a tough pill to swallow but it's making its way down.


*Side Note: I completely accept that I do this to myself. I can't help how bored I get or how greedy I am - which is why I'm going to try taking a break from everyone.